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Не беше някакво голямо приятелство. То в днешно време смисълът на тази дума много се преувеличава. Познавах ме се даже не помнех от кога. Разгледах си стари мейли, където той ми е пращал снимки. Знаете старите начини на комуникация с IRC и подобни... От 2005.
Известен период от време си бяхме писали. Даже не бяхме се виждали очи в очи.После си загубихме някъде из пространството дирите.
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Този път обаче...
Влиза една позната на фризьорката ми и след куп други приказки, които си размениха, жената спомена как до тях техен съсед се бил обесил. Младо било момчето.
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Вече на следващата седмица, когато се прибрах пак в родния си град, научих, кое е момчето.
Отивах на кафе и на едно дърво на центъра засякох некролога му...
Познавах го.
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Известен период от време си бяхме писали. Даже не бяхме се виждали очи в очи.После си загубихме някъде из пространството дирите.
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Не знам защо го е направил. Знаех, че е чувствителен, въпреки силното му излъчване. Знаех, че е раним, дори и да не го показваше. Това го виждах аз- една позната! Не мога и не искам да се поставям на неговото място, да разбера какво го е провокирало да направи това. Страх ме е какво ще открия.
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Почивай с мир.
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